xo!.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick,it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way youre always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh,even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when youre not around,
and the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you, not even close not even a little bit  not even at all.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won’t. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I’m a heart man. Take ‘em apart, put ‘em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you… me.

Have faith in nothing, or you’ll believe in everything. I believe in the receptor when we fuck. We fuck to songs that have no rhythm, and that’s why I’m so in love with you.

“young lady it sounds like you need jesus” I said “well hes welcome to help us out if he can make a blind man see can he do it the other way round?”

Jack of all trades, Master at none. I’m always busy, but not too busy to see the ones who mean the most to me. The best thing about hitting rock bottom is, you can only go up from there. Too all my friends who are gone, I never will forget you. I feel lucky that i met you. I’m not simple, and the truth is you’ll probably never understand my actions. People will pretend they know you, pretend they understand your journey, but they honestly have no idea, where you’ve come from, what you’ve been through or where you’re going to end up. We’re all on our own adventure. Live for the moment, learn from the past, and hope for the future. In 50 years, you don’t want to be looking back regretting all your years spent missing your past. Regret nothing and don’t let people who don’t matter bring you down.